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just came back from work not long ago
whole body feels weird
guess its becos i haven been trainin for more than a week
ankle have not fully recovered
will still go for training tml though
i want to vent my anger.
not on the sandbag this time
on the girl instead.
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
ho ho ho
well
no pls take care
apply lots of lotion all right
yest was great
we had an army of food
but well with lena and sharon around
no problem at all.
the sun yest was good
drizzled for awhile but all went well
so good that lena CANT go for training today
shall hit the gym by myself ltr.
i guess u have made up yr mind
sorry that u lost yr hp
but it was made clear abt how u felt
how does one feel when they lose their phone
"i cant rem my gf's number la"
"kel kel kel"
dont take the initiative to call others?
i beg to differ.
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
so if u guys have nothin better to do
or say
nothing intelligent or helpful
what i suggest u to do is to just
f-u-c-k off
got a C for imc.
failed the class quiz for it
what can be worse.
i did fucking study for it all right
distractions?
i dunno.
i am really not the one
i am not one tt is tolerant enough to take all thisi am not one that can spoon feed u with answers in e nick of the time
i am not one that can believe u can do it when u dun even prove yrself
i am not one that spends all the time in the world with my partner
i am one that is short tempered
i am one that believes you reap what u sow
i am one that believes in diligence
i am one will not sympathize with you when u are at fault
i am one that believes in punctuality
i am one that takes yr words seriously
i want one that has visions of what she wants
i want one that works towards their dreams, not a dreamer
i want one that is diligent, not afraid of hardships
i dont want someone that is only good with words
the one you want is somewhere out there.
i am just ranting
feeling really lousy inside
about everything
passerby
the last thing i need is someone to phone me up
asking if im fine and all
so people please
save that up.
thankyouverymuch
thats the way things should be
have been limping since then
i swear i will never go easy and give others a chance anymore
cant even feel my ankle the next mornin
wait till i get back on the ring
i will not let any chances of attacking go wasted.
watch it.
just came bk from work
thought that since im not workin tml
cld go to try
jus to skip on my toes.
f-a-i-l-e-d
will jus wait till wed.
pissed.
i cant gym right now
i cant wake board
i cant thai box
i cant even walk
its really pissing me off.
thats the way things should be
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies,
all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone
else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by
myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,
I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)
I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
i rather
thats the way things should be
nickelback-photograph
thats the way things should be
there goes my poly days finally
its amazing isnt it.
time flies
which is good
still rem the daes where there were butterflies in my tummy
first dae of sch kinda crap
when i was 17
when i jus got to know ivy and all
before i know it.
im hitting the big 21.
sucks.
had a pleasant surprise yest.
bumped into yd at suntec.
was shocked to see her
talked for awhile leavin lena alone
haha
sorry la.
well thanks lena and ashley for always being there
accompanyin
listening
5566 and u noe wad.
haha
i appreciate it really
:)
im tired of everythin
close yr eyes
listen to yr heart
open up
sometimes its not the people ard you that are fucked up.
sometimes its not yr parents that are pissing u off.
its jus that they mean well
and u are not receptive to it
wanting things yr way all the time
sometimes i jus want to stay at hm
read a book
surf the net or somethin
i really dun see the point in headin town
on every other dates
watching endless movies and all
it just feels like a routine to me
thats why i sae its hard
we are different
our thinkin
mentality
the way we perceive things
our views
thats the way things should be
i can barely crawl home yest.
yes that was how tired i was
worse still.
i cldnt really get to slp as some pest kept calling
argh
3 presentations todae
one more to go later
one more tml
and im officially done
am not happy though
feel its rather screwed up this yr
its the first time i have a negative comment abt my presentation
but its true.
i shld have confidence in myself
stop relying on the blardy cards.
i should have faith in myself.
life has been pretty much stressed up
with never ending work
and i thank god as the sem is endin soon
finally
i jus wanna get loose
numb my senses every night
and i seriously wonder how entrep would be like.
the comments and the deadpan look tells it all
no i dun wanna be a yr 4 student.
and if i get debar becos of the debrief
i will so fuckin break her neck
while u were sleepin
we were doin
understanding.
the power of it all.
thats the way things should be
fuck the blardy editing i need to do
fuck its not even editing
fuck the re-doin we need to do
fuck the chunk of shit that i need to read
fuck the last min i lost all my info crap
fuck the no i dun rem u telling me shit
and above it all
fuck you
thats the way things should be
pains and sufferings
leaving you with only the good, the nice and the sweet
thats the way things should be
about ME
ray
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