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was really not enough
i got a pair of slippers
and both lena and ash have to jus harp tt it looks mud-dish
thanks
the mambo bag at a discounted price
thanks alot for yr help :)
i love it
and my ax jacket
mother and sister cant stop complaining
"WAD????? U ACTUALLY BOUGHT THIS CLOTH???"
yes
argh
me: "i didnt use yr card! its my money"
mum: "yes check yr bank acc, topped up again u think wad yr money never ending ah"
me: "Oooooohhh"
argh
the ax belt and the blardy mb wallet is hauntin me
argh argh
shoppin soon pls
i wan to change my wardrobe
first thing first
i need to put on weight
yes tough
but im determined.
4 meals a day!
gym!
anythin to hit 45
then 48
and in turn 55.
ho ho ho
ok 50 is good enough
mums bringing me to shop soon
overseas
jus me and her.
ha!
thats the way things should be
and read me like a book
read between the words
watches the truth and the words unfold
right in front of you
the real me
my real feelings
the exact thoughts that are runnin through my mind
not the materialistic me
not the ego me
not e brat that u r seeing now.
not the words and the conversations
that u will hear
the truth
the ugly truth
somethin u will not want to hear
somethin people will shun
something tt not e faint heart can tk
for people lk tt are not receptive
and they wont change
slyvester sim-shuo yi
fly me to the moon
let me play ard the stars
let me see what spring is like
in jupitar and mars
i wish u happiness
i wish u well
but most all
i wish u love
without you-mary j
thats the way things should be
my credit cards
my drivers license
my ic
my ez link
my photos
my 5 remaining sessions with jean yip card
my extra sim card
my precious wallet
argh
im cashless
cardless
identification-less
somebody
kill me pls.
thats the way things should be
i really dont know what to say
you said u will be there for me
you said u understand what i am going through
i beg to defer
people sending you to school
picking you up
doing things the way u want
helpin u with all yr work till u know nuts
is that the right way?
is that really love?
if the above is how u define love
yes
i cant do it
im worried.
worried for you.
u procrastinate
u get stressed up due to date lines
u know nuts
u feel helpless
why cant u take the time out to read through?
to understand?
can others help u in yr exams too?
i am over loaded
with work
with grp projs
with individual journals
with mid semesters test
i have no time
why cant u understand?
why cant u help yrself in yr work
instead of tellin me u need it by evening?
how many times can one help u
i really dont know what to say
god only help those that help themselves
thats the way things should be
roller coaster built to crash
and i dont know what to blog.
less than a month to go.
hang on man.
and i know i can do it
for im ray cheng.
snore.
if u happen to be readin this
im jus a phone call away.
dun let e unhappy stuffs get u down
am hear to listen
pls tk gd care of yrself.
positive thoughts really help
things to buy:
nike training gloves
stinker balls for my stinky boxin gloves
my energy long sleeve
shoes.
nice differentiated tops
hmm sponsers pls?
got love songs inside my head
killing us away
fuck yeah
marilyn manson
thats the way things should be
i passed it off as being stressed
found out somethin interesting fr ivy
haha
cant help laughin la
and no my head is swelling.
i miss my friends,
hope sch ends soon
reall soon
thats the way things should be
the work load is jus heavy.
never ending work
piling up
indi journals comin out next
port folios.
mid sems.
grp report submission
argh.
its 7 and im still in sch.
jewel-hands
thats the way things should be
i MISS U;
as much as u crave for seafood
and beer pls (:
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
beyond recognition.
yes im at work
and yes
im did not manage to slp much these daes
and therefore im cranky, bitchy, pms
whatever u call it.
to you:
i received yr friendster thingy today.
yes i do feel the same way as well
that was why i took the initiative to call u the other dae.
and to ask u out
i understand that u are busy.
no doubt its kinda sad looking at how things are right now
all i can say is that no matter what im doing with my life.
who i am with or whatever u name it,
you are someone special to me.
and that does that change.
i believe i told u before.
im glad that i get to know someone like you
and no i do not want our friendship to end up like that.
no matter how busy i am or perhaps
how long i did not call or contact you
that doesnt mean u are out of sight
out of mind.
messaged you jus now but u chose not to reply.
dunno whether u are still sleeping or wad.
hope you will get to read this.
thats the way things should be
had a series of very terrible dreams.
dreamt i was fighting
dreamt i was crying
and i really was.
tears soaked up my pillow
sipped into my ears
jus horrible.
i know what i want.
i am trying to bring out the best in me.
but are you willing to give it a try?
thats the way things should be
my thoughts spinning inside
merry go round
spin me more
and i'll puke.
stop.
i need a sandbag
i swear i fucking need a sandbag.
thai boxin was good yest.
minus off the big big bruise on my knee
and 20 secs of being whacked
sick i know
but it all felt good.
i need the pain
i need to numb myself.
i want to get away
i want the dragons tail
i cant kick my habit so soon
i need time.
i have been in it for a decade
no not the dragons tail.
yes.
u planned yr schedule
no time
yes i get it
i will head to BXG instead.
vent it all out
tire myself out
have my ice cold beer
and i will be fine
i know
emotions are kept inside
like a air tight bottle.
no air will escape.
not showin it does not mean i dun care
neither does it mean im not vulnerable
jab
cross
elbow
hook
kick
knee
push kick
i need to see blood.
thats the way things should be
and why do u need to drink. GULP.
thats the way things should be
picture this
3 people in a small cubical smokin
full stop.
more editing to do
yup
sulks
i need to drink
thats the way things should be
slept for more than 12 hrs!
argh wasted so much time.
anyhows
sharon get well soon
jus finished doing imp2 and imc
those tt are assigned to me.
still have global to type in full
strategic and all
plus my portfolio
i swear i have no time to touch it
argh.
kill me kill me.
since that princess is not done with her hair yet
shall take this time to do some reading up
thai boxing tml
i swear im just gonna die there again.
never judge a movie by its actors.
god.
thats the way things should be
but I'm falling for you,
deep inside my heart,
I can feel that it's true...
You've made me a better person
in everything that I do...
words can't describe,
how much I'm in love with you.
=)
thats the way things should be
am at work and i have nothin to do.
find it pretty accurate though
esp the last one.
Taurus, the second Sign of the Zodiac, is all about reward. Unlike the Aries love of the game, Taurus loves the rewards of the game. Think physical pleasures and material goods, for those born under this Sign revel in delicious excess. They are also a tactile lot, enjoying a tender, even sensual, touch. Taureans adore comfort and like being surrounded by pleasing, soothing things. Along these lines, they also favor a good meal and a fine wine. The good life in all its guises, whether it's the arts or art of their own making,is heaven on Earth to the Taurean-born.
It's the Bull that serves as the Taurean's mascot, and along with that comes the expectation that these folks are bull-headed and stubborn. Yes, they are. Hey, this Sign has a Fixed Quality attached to it after all, so expect that things will occasionally grind to a halt. That said, Taureans don't start out with the intention of getting stuck. They simply want to get things done, and it's that steady, dogged persistence that winds up being viewed as stubbornness. Bulls are actually among the most practical and reliable members of the Zodiac, and they are happy to plod along, as it were, in pursuit of their goals. The good news for Bulls is that once they get to the finish line, they'll swaddle themselves in material goods. A self-indulgent beast? Perhaps, but if you toiled as laboriously as these folks do, you'd need some goodies, too.
The Ox of Chinese Astrology is no bull in a china shop. Steadfast and solid, this powerful Sign is a born leader, being quite dependable and possessing an innate ability to achieve great things. Oxen tend to be plodding and methodical; they approach projects in the step-by-step manner that serves them best, and they never lose sight of their goal. They are tireless workers who are detail-oriented and believe in doing things right the first time.
The world may perceive Oxen as being far too serious or incapable of loosening up. This sturdy sort is less than social by nature and tends to become introverted in a crowd. To make things worse, they can't be bothered with what other people think and prefer to do what makes them feel best. Behind that calm facade, though, lives an Ox who can feel hurt, lonely and unable to connect with others. Friends and family are a great source of comfort to this beast, even if they don't always understand what makes the Ox tick. As a lover, friend, family member or housemate, the Ox makes a wonderfully strong, tender and affectionate companion who is protective and always reliable.
Out in the world, though, Oxen tend to be stubborn, dogmatic, my-way-or-the-highway kind of people who have no concept of when to back down. Oxen don't care to be pushed, especially since they think they're the good guys of the Chinese Zodiac. There is some truth to that theory, since the Ox is smart, trustworthy, caring and honorable. If you need honest, steady and unbiased advice, call on the Ox.
A good lesson for mighty Oxen is to strive to overcome a judgmental nature that keeps them from getting close to others. If they can learn to value their own good qualities, they'll have more room in their hearts to invite others in.
Like the rings of a tree circle out and expand through the years, so too do those born under the Chinese Astrology Element of Wood. You Wood personalities seek chances for growth and for renewal in all you do, 'branching out' (excuse the pun!) whenever possible. Your open, expansive mind makes you a compassionate and generous friend, colleague and ally. You understand the inherent value of what you and those around you possess, and your confidence allows you to act upon your beliefs.
While your strength forms the backbone of any social group or partnership you're a part of, you could have a tendency to be a bit too systematic in your thinking, and sometimes your passivity allows others to overwhelm and inhibit you. Don't let yourself be lost in a vast forest, an anonymous tree among millions of others. Make your mark on the world -- you're especially adept at business ventures.
Famous Wood Signs:Russell Crowe Angelina Jolie
Free Sun Interpretation for ray
Sun in Taurus
Although you are more like a turtle--hard shell, moving very slowly with perseverance and stubbornness--your symbol is the Bull, with pronged horns for plowing the fresh earth of late spring and planting seeds along the way. Taurus is a fixed sign, which means you prefer peace and harmony in relationships above all, rather opposite to the topsy-turvy Ram that you follow in the zodiac.
Reliability is your trademark. You crave above all security, both emotionally and financially. Your common sense gives you the edge among others of your peers as you seek careers such as banking, insurance and anything that involves persistence, stability, and relentless drive. You can take abstract ideas and make them concrete and practical. You are good at behind-the-scenes work; there is no more tirelessly, devoted worker than you in the zodiac. You have natural charm, are a good listener, and frequently provide a good shoulder to cry on for your friends. Ruled by Venus, you also enjoy the luxurious side of life--sensual pleasures such as a hot bath, champagne and leather furniture, a designer sports car, and expensive clothes. All of these appeal to your need for comfort, and your inherent possessive nature.
Tradition is also important to you. You typically have a family, enjoy children, and cultivate your possessions over time. You are slow, steady and plodding--the most stubborn of the zodiac signs. Your reflexes are slow and cannot be pushed. You can suffer much, and for a long time, but when you've made your mind up--when someone's pushed you beyond your limit--watch out. The bull's horns have been known to gore. Your kind and gentle nature takes a long time to change.
Unfortunately, at your worst you can be jealous, greedy and possessive. Your greatest lesson in life is to learn detachment--the Zen art of letting go and feeding into the One.
Although your patience and stubbornness keep you focused and committed to long-term projects, you lack versatility and frequently cannot do two things at once. "Multi-tasking" is not something you master. However, your purity lies in a loyalty that is almost unparalleled in any other sign of the zodiac--you are a marathon runner, sticking out the race long after all other players have quit.
Your Venusian influence makes you enjoy nice things, such as good art and music. You may also have a flair for working with your hands, such as gardening, woodworking, playing a musical instrument, or technical tinkering. Venus also makes you a natural lover, and you are compatible with other earth signs such as Virgo and Capricorn, and with water signs. In romance, a lot goes on under the surface. You are subtle and quiet about what you feel. You think a lot before making that commitment, and once you do you rarely fall. If you do fall, you fall hard--your stubbornness makes it difficult to say good-bye to a long worn-out relationship. Watch out also for the Scorpios, however, to whom you are often fatally attracted. They are your polar opposites.
A Taurean man is loyal and hard-working. He does not move by instinct or intuition, but rather thinks very deliberately about his actions. He is purposeful, rather than cautious. Once he trusts, he can overcome his jealousy and suspicion. His agricultural sign and affiliation with spring also can mean a deeper connection with nature and the natural world, such as camping and outdoor sports. Though he is often not the Valentino bringing his beloved flowers, he shows his feelings with practical concerns--fixing the car, balancing the checkbook, making sure the house is in working order. Show him a bearskin rug and a fireplace, however, and you've hooked his Venusian nature forever.
A Taurean woman is also very loyal and dedicated, with a flair for interior decorating, enjoying her tastes of art, color and décor. She enjoys beauty, whether applying her makeup skillfully or providing just the right candlelight dinner. Win her heart by bringing her flowers, or reading her poetry you've just written, or playing a song on the guitar. Never try to corner her--remember always she's a bull and can charge like the pamplos in Spain. She enjoys gardening and cooking; animals are important to her.
Taureans enjoy making money and spending it, typically on sensual things that meet their very refined sense of taste. Because Taurus rules the neck, throat, cervical vertebrae, and cerebellum, their necks are often thick and sturdy. They are aware and take in much through their five senses. Though they enjoy the sensual pleasures, they are not hedonistic. Taureans also enjoy the mystical and magical. They seek spiritual answers in nature--while camping, hiking, or some other outdoor activity.
They acquire and consolidate wealth by cultivating their available resources, but their true tasks are tending, caring, nurturing, and mating. However, if they go astray, and become isolated, they can be very jealous and have a critical desire to control others. Taureans are best when given sunlight, rain and earth, and left alone to do their thing--plant seeds and harvest a crop of cash and compassion.
Sun in the Sixth House
The Sun placed in this house shines on work, daily service, and personal health. Your main goal here is to improve, whether that means improving the strength of your physical self, your work environment or your commitment to helping others. The highest ambition for people with this placement is to set aside their own individuality and selfish drives in order to serve and help others. This is, after all, the house of service, and associated with Virgo it highlights meaningful work such as doctors, nurses, counselors or any profession involving service. Finding fulfilling work is essential to you, and once you've found your chosen profession, you will devote yourself to your job and define yourself through it. You have a need to be recognized in the workplace, and are probably an efficient, meticulous and detailed hard worker. Still, you may need to learn humility by working in less-than-comfortable surroundings, and your best work may be done in a team format.
Though you worry about your health, it's usually good, and you enjoy taking care of your body through proper diet and exercise. You have an intuitive understanding about how to keep yourself healthy, with a natural concern about health and health issues. Guard against worrying too much or becoming obsessed with your health. You have a strong or weak vitality depending on how the Sun is placed here; either way, you take care of yourself and do the most to preserve your health. A sense of duty is probably important to you, and you probably either enjoy sticking to some kind of routine, or conversely, you may rebel against such restrictions and strike out on your own path because you feel confined by structure and are afraid of getting into a rut. Remember that Mercury rules this house and its influence is not very far away. If Mercury is also placed in this house, there will be an increased ability to communicate and use the intellect. More than likely, the Sun here shows that you are active in your career, and that you are disciplined and organized. Use its force wisely as you go about serving others.
Sun square Midheaven
Your career and family life are not harmonious and may conflict with each other. You may not get along with your co-workers, and you probably don't get along with your boss since you don't like authority figures in general. Your professional ambitions may have roadblocks due to family problems or obligations.
Sun opposition Pluto
There's no two ways about it, this is a negative aspect for both men and women. If you are a man, this placement generally represents the classic dictator who is extremely overbearing, forceful, and who demands that other people do what he wants. He has tremendous energy and wants to transform the world according to personal beliefs. As a result, this overbearing nature gets on people's nerves, and sometimes your life may even be in danger due to your actions. You need to step back, relax, and stop trying to control everything around you. You intimidate people by the forcefulness of your personality, and so you lose the support you would otherwise gain.
For a woman, you may need to exercise care in choosing a partner since you may have the tendency to choose one who is possessive, dominating or forceful himself. You also need to understand any subconscious desire of your own to dominate, control or be overbearing before you can really enter into a 'right' relationship with a man in the outer world. You probably will experience disappointments in love affairs due to jealousy or possessiveness; stay away from men who may be tyrannical, brutal or dictators.
Sun trine Neptune
Have you ever felt psychic in some way? This aspect shows that you probably have some kind of psychic ability, but it is up to you to develop it. Or you may be a very religious person, choosing to express your spirituality through music, art, or by giving spiritual guidance. You feel the need to create something, and if that feeling is blocked in some way, you may even experience health problems. Because much of your knowledge comes through psychic messages, you need to take care of your body and your mind through yoga, meditation or some other means of exercising both.
You probably don't work well under others, and may need to take steps to be self-employed. But that's alright because you have the intuition and confidence to succeed in whatever career you choose, especially if it has to do with art or religion. You should also pay attention to your dreams, as they can reveal your true thoughts and feelings, and will supply you with endless answers to your questions. You are extremely sensitive, and by nature are a mystic.
think this is more accurate though
Name: Astrolabe Customer April 26 1985 6:45 PM Time Zone is AWST singapore
Sign is in 01 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism.
Sun is in 06 Degrees Taurus. You are known for being patient, slow moving and careful -- you love to prolong and savor enjoyable times. You appreciate and need comfort, ease and warm surroundings. Be careful of a tendency to become placid and self-satisfied and to overeat (especially sweets). You require strenuous situations in order to grow and mature properly, even though you try to avoid them. Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things. You portray an earthy, physical sexiness that others find quite seductive.
Moon is in 15 Degrees Cancer. For the most part, you are very strong and secure emotionally. You intuitively know what to do to make others feel comfortable, loved, accepted and needed. You naturally enjoy feeding and taking care of others. Be careful that your mothering does not turn into smothering. At times, you tend to feel that those to whom you are attached can never do anything without your assistance and support. Extremely sensitive by nature, it hurts you deeply whenever anyone criticizes you. You have an almost desperate need to be loved and wanted and needed by everyone with whom you come into contact, and you go out of your way to be accommodating to them.
Mercury is in 10 Degrees Aries. Very quick-witted, you are known for being an independent thinker. You love to debate and argue, and are excellent at repartee and battles of wits. At times, however, you act too fast on hastily formed opinions and thus waste a lot of energy defending your rash and sometimes incorrect conclusions. It is perfectly acceptable for you to defend your beliefs with your usual vigor, but try not to take the opinions of others as personal insults.
Venus is in 06 Degrees Aries. You are a very affectionate person but you hate to be tied down. You are more than willing to be the aggressor in initiating new relationships. Indeed, once you have set your sights on someone, you tend to pursue him or her ardently and passionately. But you do demand your own way in a relationship. Try to give in to your partner's needs and desires once in a while.
Mars is in 00 Degrees Gemini. Your energies get turned on quickly whenever anything interests you. But you have a very short attention span and it is difficult for you to complete tasks because something else more interesting always seems to be beckoning. You love to debate and argue, usually in a spirit of friendly disagreement. But watch out that you do not get too overly aggressive or antagonistic or others will be quick to take offense where none may have really been intended. You need to be in constant physical motion -- sports or daily exercise is a must for you if you are to feel fit and healthy.
Jupiter is in 14 Degrees Aquarius. Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.
Saturn is in 26 Degrees Scorpio. You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.
Uranus is in 17 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 03 Degrees Capricorn. You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 03 Degrees Scorpio. For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 18 Degrees Taurus. It's not in your nature to seek out many casual acquaintances in your daily round of activities. You feel much more comfortable with a small, close-knit group of people -- those with whom you can relax and work toward known and clearly defined goals. Your loyalty to a person or group, once given, is forever -- you'll expend all of your quite considerable energy in seeing that the group stays together and prospers. You choose your partners and relationships so carefully that you're bound to gain certain advantages from them, including those of a material nature. Be careful though not to let mere self-service be your motivation in establishing your connections -- make sure that there's an even give-and take
thats the way things should be
ITS ME.
i hope ur feeling better after we talked?
no more marilyn manson - bad influence. hehs.
i shall sing for u. LALALALALALA (:
ok i m being silly.
just wanna sae ilu so much,
more den words can say;
really.
thats the way things should be
i have tons of proj to do
tons
will just head home and clear them tonight
not in e mood for anythin right now
am jus staring at the com screen
starin at the windows tt i opened.
i want to talk
but i dun noe wad to sae.
i open my mouth
but no words seem to come out
thats the way things should be
i have tons of proj to do
tons
will just head home and clear them tonight
not in e mood for anythin right now
am jus staring at the com screen
starin at the windows tt i opened.
i want to talk
but i dun noe wad to sae.
i open my mouth
but no words seem to come out
thats the way things should be
thats why im so affected.
marilyn manson-u spin me
thats the way things should be
its tearing me up inside.
from last night.
its been a nightmare.
get me out of here.
somebody.
msged her and asked
she said she noes it herself.
im soberly drunk.
the car and 2 friends.
questions.
attraction?
insecurities.
i hide them well.
can u see me bleedin
behind these dark brown eyes of mine.
i strut it off.
thats the way things should be
with the help of lena.
what can i sae.
i almost died there.
guess it has really been a while since i last exercised
what more thai boxing.
was panting like mad
thats all i can say.
fighting with the coach was total madness.
its just suicidal.
have decided to force myself to go trainin every week
build my stamina up.
reflexes and all
give me 2 yrs
thats the way things should be
thanks to u guys out there.
the bottle of champagne is good.
will upload e pics and u guys can get it from here.
lena. we wasted a total of 40 bucks on nothn
as wad as i have said.
i wan the slip
so i can tk a pic of it
abt e song writing competition?
drop it la.
counting down the days till its all over.
thats the way things should be
about ME
ray
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