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Saturday, December 31, 2005 12:28 PM

bad day today
im sorry that i got to work last min
am very sorry that u need to cancel yr appointments but i cant mk it in e end.

it must have disappointed you.
the tone from yr voice.
i dunno.
i really very sorry.

it wont happen again.
and i do wanna see you.

imu

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

12:28 PM

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Friday, December 30, 2005 8:29 PM

am work again
3 more hrs to go

thank god that i have a very understanding supervisor
that understands how it feels like to be sick
instead of grumbling why i have such an attitude face
he allowed me to hide in the store to slp for 4 whole hours.
i feel so much better now.

was very touched as he did all the packing of stock
and even stayed back an hour more instead of waking me up.
i really owe him alot.

its new years eve tml
and no i no longer have plans.
bumped into weijie today.
enjoyed talkin to him
we haven seen each other for quite some time
but despite that
i know that when i need someone to be there.
he will always be there for me

ivy and thunder too.
i miss you guys.

when u are sick physically.
u wont have e energy to be all jolly and clown ard
that doesnt mean tt i am givin anyone attitude.
keepin quiet not talkin doesnt mean anythin.

from today onwards.
all i wan from now till feb is to just get my projs over and done with
i want nothin else.

i dun need you to stand up for you
but u can at least not agree to it.

angie: thanks for the cigg it helped.
chang: yes. thanks too
to e one tt msged me: thanks alot. i understand what u mean. thanks for concern

the walls are listening

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Thursday, December 29, 2005 5:05 PM

am at work now.
i swear i can jus fall aslp instantly.

imc quiz todae
rather tricky i would say.

yes and you noe wad?
mhs did come out
u and yr monks hill secondary.
smiles

new yrs eve mos?
i swear my friends will b stuck at the rnb side.
argh

global marketing tml
arghhhhhhhh
i wish i have half of my sis's intelligence.

i wish i can kiss yr insecurities away.
and no im not as confident as u think i am.
and im falling :)

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Tuesday, December 27, 2005 3:09 PM

am in class now.
boring day todae
mr b really suck big time i tell u
he can jus go on n on n on n on abt himself and wad he thinks
pls tell me what i have done in the past to deserve a tutor like him?
god
im e only class that has him as the tutor
and the rest?
dr. tan
great
unfair is the word.

my throat feels like a lake of fire
i swear the medication did not help a single bit
useless female doctor.
argh

roarsssssssssssssssssssssssss argh

where is she
where is she
where is this beautiful girl
who is she
who's gonna complete my world.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Sunday, December 25, 2005 9:10 PM

surfin online since theres nothin to do at work
wished i didnt surf ard.
saw this persons profile
kyo.
right.
all the memories and all the thoughts start floodin in

on CHRISTMAS day.
yes
very nice.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Saturday, December 24, 2005 10:23 AM

a friend

whether i have done somethin wrong or right

she has never judged me nor put me down

a person that speaks few words.

but her actions justifies it all.

four simple words

i'll back you up

is what she will always say.

and i know that i can always count on her

vice versa too.

my friend,bro,you.

thun

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

9:13 AM

with a strategic marketing book in hand
and standing up serving customers.
i wish u guys a not so merry christmas.

ok i shall not spoil everyones mood by remindin them abt the reports
and more reports
mid sems and class quiz tt are ard the corner.

hmm merry christmas everyone from tp!
sharons,lena,nur,cheryl,tannia,aveline,kelvin,april,yuping n friends, and friends and friends.

ivy: hugs i haven forget u for e one millionth time. so stop grumbling.
merry christmas! hope you are feelin better now.

thun: bro, move on move on. forget abt the past. cherish e present. dun be a bitch. a new yr is approaching. hope it will be a better year for you. accident free pls.

you: heard abt the plans of opening another shop there. thats great news. :)
really happy for you.

jk: eh wassup with yr blog. hugs. call me aight.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Friday, December 23, 2005 7:06 PM

You remind me of a girl that i once knew
see her face whenever i, i look at you
Couldnt believe all of the things she put me through
this is why i just cant get with you
I know it is so unfair to you
it is so unfair
That i relayed her ignorance to you
wish I knew
I wish I knew how to seperate the two
you remind me

usher

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

6:56 PM

supposed to be on mc todae.
but here i am at work.
thank god my collegues are rater understanding
was snoozing away for the past 2 1/2 hours.
feelin teeny weeny slightly better
minus off the cough and the tap like nose.
right.

4 more hours to go.
and i shall go home to slp.
jus put the projs aside for todae.
i need to r-e-s-t.

things to do from 730 onwards.
strat.read through blardy slides.
entrep. points.

i cant help feelin like im 60 years old la.
really need to change my life style.

new yr resolution.
cut down on smoking (which i am)
cut down on drinkin (which i already am)
sleep early.
exercise
be nice.
positive thoughts/ thinking
be calm and cool
perserverence

sigh.

2 nights ago.
i wish i'll never recover.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Wednesday, December 21, 2005 8:05 PM

am finally done with the blardy sip report's appendices.
am sick
having fever.
once again
yes
but life goes on
and im working tml.

ivy i saw yr msg
u are an idert that does nt pick up yr call
i left u a testi
and no u r not forgotten

someone send me a nurse pls?
grins.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Friday, December 16, 2005 3:27 PM

wo hui yong yuan lao lao ji zhu ni de nian
wo hui hao hao zhen xi ni gei wo de shi jian

zhang zhen yue-zai jian

feb will grad.
will we still travel ard e world like how we used to say?

bright and cheery on the outside.
look within
look deep and hard into those brown eyes of mine
what do you see?
darkness
emptiness
fear
uncertainty

no but i muttered
i will be fine
i hope.

a walking corpse
thats what i am.

come fly with me
lets fly away

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Thursday, December 15, 2005 9:00 PM

We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be a king
then I'd know that I am not alone
Maggots put on shirts
Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone
Death is policeman
Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all
she puts the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes

stressed and fucked inside out

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

8:34 PM

working right now
feeling kinda sleepy already.
thank god i have less than 4 more hours to go
i have had enough of the imc text book

kk book is not much better
i swear i need a new pair of glasses with new degree

had a dream last night of her.

i have been busy busy busy
sch.work. grp proj.own proj.revision
gym.lifting weights at hm.

sometimes i feel that i cant last any longer
that im gonna fall soon

but no
im not gonna let that happen
not gonna let anythin get into my way

i seriously think r/s are a flop.
i dont want to think abt it too.

theres no point tellin someone how much u miss her
when u are not e one for her.

wells.
i finally got my new pair of oakley shades.
now that i have it.
i dun really think its nice anymore
i still prefer the EA one i saw in suntec.

every step i take
leads me one step closer the end of the road
closer to the day where i finally put everythin to a halt.
bidding goodbye
i hope for that day
till then..
here i am standing up strong
trying to brave it all.

thunder: i know how the hell you feel man. it totally suck big time. was in yr position 3 years back but am still not taking it lying down. i'll get her for you.
we'll get her

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Thursday, December 08, 2005 5:13 PM

thurs todae.
first week of school almost over.
which is a blessing in disguise.

had some kinda confrontation with someone in sch this week.
utterly disgusted.
dont really want to talk about it.

3 peoples bdae this week
lena, wj happy birthdae.

to you: hugs hope u had e merriest bdae.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Monday, December 05, 2005 9:58 PM

dear you
todays my first day of school
all has been well
but as usual im stressing myself up again.

feeling kinda fucked up inside.
i hope life has been good for you,
mine is really frustrating.
imu

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Sunday, December 04, 2005 9:32 AM

finally am blogging
been hesitating to blog these daes.
cant hold on any longer.

i wonder how have you ben lately.
well i guess. good i reckon.
i miss you dearly.
so many times i almost dial yr number up.

tml's e first day of sch
but guess everythin is really diff.
since 2.1 u have been there.
its weird now.

i miss you much.

looking forward for e new sem
yeah right

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****