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instead of lettin me say what i have to say
u put words into my mouth again
and evaluate me as a whole
putting me down
this isnt e first time u didnt let me finish my sentence
and put me down
u didnt even care to let me finish up
dun judge me when u dunno e full story
wad the is all i wanted to sae.
u added fuck
assumptions
yes i am adding on to yr frustrations
when i was the one wronged.
thankyouverymuch
everythins jus fucked up inside out.
people readin this.
pls leave me alone.
for a couple of days.
much appreciated.
thats the way things should be
back at work now.
day 2.
managed to get my voice back finally
but i still sound like some drag in my very husky voice.
sharon im really sorry i cant mk it on the eve of yr bdae.
will be working afternoon shift till 11pm
feeling kinda sick too.
im really sorry.
if u guys are meetin on sun do let me know
have a great day tml all right
hugs.
happy birthday in advance.
attachment's finally comin to an end soon
dec2.
but suddenly it mks no difference to me.
boss asked me to stay.
work as part time and i agreed.
wells.
guess its better to work than to burn my weekends away doin nuts.
shall plan and manage my time carefully on that.
24-26/12 burnt.
working.
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
been really sick
am totally voiceless now
so people.
pls do not call me
yeah
i cant speak at all..
hope you are doin fine
msged u yest but no reply.
guess u are right
i am not e one for me
cant give u wad u need at all
all e tryings but still in vain.
think u are better off w.o me
the other dae when u called and cried.
i tried to talk to u
dun understand y u need to slam my phone and sae if theres someone by yr side u wont call me
dunno la.
nvm.
happy to noe u hit yr target
thats the way things should be
feelin real terrible
fever hit up to 39.4 yest
feeling so much better right now though
jus voiceless.
i got my new specs
my new phone
hee hee
i wan my shades!
and shoes!
thats the way things should be
i should have known
todae is my only off and this is wad happened
pls dun come and apologise when u have already haboured this thought in yr mind for quite some time
made me mk a wasted trip for nuts
dun come ard telling me u wanna meet again
enough
spend ur time with tt woman.
thats the way things should be
than i dont care
go ahead hurl at me
theres too much resentment
you spite me and
i spite you back
i love you
but its jus not enough
to end all e paranoia
never thought of stalling your time
dissapointment.
in me.
in you.
im screwed up
love will tear us apart
When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions won’t grow
And we’re changing our ways,
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again
Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet there’s still this appeal
That we’ve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again
Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can’t function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again
thats the way things should be
off today
went for x ray in e mornin and jus came bk from some consultation
yeah
work has been pretty all right
thanks ivy for making the trip down to acc me last night.
i wan to buy shades!
really dunno which to get
half jacket..which color!
vaulve or juliet?
unknown?
argh
my icon back pack
you..
hope all has been fine for you
dun let yr neighbours bring you down
i might not be able to b there for u all the time
but im jus a phone call away.
hugs
with love
thats the way things should be
bad response.
will need to go for a x ray soon
u were the first person to noe abt it
but the response i had told me that u dun really wanna noe
or care.
will jus blog down my thoughts in the future.
anyway
the timetable is out
wad can i sae?
HOW SUAY CAN I GET??????
ARGH
same grp mates as last sem??????????
somebody jus kill me pls
y can it b same grp mates as yr 2.1
fuck
worse still early early classes
9am.
means. i got to wk up at like wad. 7?
not to mention that most classes will be held at ENGINE BLOCK
im not discriminating here
im jus argh.
shall dress and blend in with e engine folks
thats the way things should be
about ME
ray
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