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Nothing that you pray would forgive you
Nothing´s what your words mean to me
Something that you did will destroy me
Something that you said will stay with me
Long after you´re dead and gone
If flesh could crawl
My skin would fall
From off my bones
And run away from here
As far from God
As heaven is wide
As far from God
As angels can fly
If holy is as holy does
This house will burn straight down to hell
Take it´s conscience with it
As it falls
Nothing said could change the fact
My trust was blind
You broke the pact
If God´s my witness, God must be blind
If flesh could crawl
My skin would fall
From off my bones
And run away from here
As far from God
As heaven is wide
As far from God
As angels can flyI wish, I wishI wish, I wish
Take it back I dare you take it back
No you can´t?
You should have thought of that
What´s inside a man
That goes so wrong
Choke on guilt that´s far too good for you
Say one word I´ll laugh and bury you
And leave you in the place
Where you left me
thats the way things should be
went drinkin yest and the night before
last night
i had a couple more of drinks and i thought i was fit enough to
and 8 sticks of fag
results?
fucked.
but wells.
drinkin and singing was great yest.
all the songs i sang made me feel so old.
right.
must be the crowd tt i hang with
not me!
shopping time soon
forget abt savin money
bahs
saw this fcuk top and jacket that i so wanna lay my hands on
too hot to fcuk
AHHHH
shall try to persuade my mum.
these marketing friends of mine have ditched me.
sigh.
thats the way things should be
suddenly come back to me like that
its jus like a couple abt to get married
and the wife to be left the man
when the guy managed to get over it and start a new life
the woman comes into pic again...
thats the way things should be
i really appreciate it dearly
thank you for trashing things out with me
for once i can really feel that u have grown up
matured
from the way you face me, the way u talk to me, the issues that u raised up
i am really happy that u are changing for the better
it will really benefit you.
am touched when u said u wanna hear everythin tt i have to sae
u wanna b the one tt noe the mos abt me.
thanks
the though itself is really sweet
but.
the problem right now does not lie with you
but me.
despite knowing that u are really trying
i cant bring myself to try things out once more
yes.
i have been waiting for one year odd
finally u want to change
i should be happy.
but it came alittle too late.
for im feeling worse than being dead.
its jus numb.
one day i might regret the decision tt i have made.
by not trying
i never know.
but i noe tt one dae u will stand up proud and happy.
thats enough to deter my thoughts.
for i feel tt i might not be able to give u want u wan.
learn how to cherish wadever u have now
from yr friends tt stood by you to your family members
do not yell and shout at them.
they have feelings too.
they are the ones tt will stick by u through thick and thin
the ring will remain and remind me of the past
both happy and unhappy ones
serves as a lesson learnt.
she
she has been there for me
waiting and supporting me for the past 6 yrs.
really appreciate that
and we get along really well.
i want to give myself a chance.
to give her a chance
though things are not as stable
and as certain,
she really respects me..
she seeks to understand me better
i hope u understand...
its not a change of heart
its abt me being stuck in the tunnel alone for too long
i cant see the light...
waitin for you to come and rescue me, salvage it.
hrs, days,months past
as i die in despair.
i was there, squatting waitin for u to come
in agony.
jus like a dying patient waitin for their love ones to come
some made it
some did not
you did not.
i did not manage to catch a glimpse of you
before i die, emotionally.
deviod of emotions
liang jing ru-jie shou
wo men dou jie shou
yi ding shi bi ci bu gou cen shou
zai ai qing li fen bu liao qing zhong
ai shi yi ge zi si de nian tou..
shen xia de na xie gan dong
nen ji de duo jiu
thats the way things should be
the medicine has zero effect on me.
zero.
yes
now both blocked and runny nose has invited mr cough to party too
i shall stay at hm for the whole of todae
while most marketing students will be partyin their asses away
im cool with that.
argh
alot of things have been happening lately.
so fast than everythin is blurred
its as though am experiencing a tunnel image
everythin is too fast and im finding it diff to picture anythin
firstly, this sem has more or less ended.
with projects submitted.
and that presentations are finally over.
which is cool.
a big thanks to everyone who made this semester an easier one to get through
nur tannia aveline kelvin sharonss nurse lena e monkey wj jane
ivy: thanks for being there though i can get real grouchy and grumpy
thunder: thanks bro
amanda: thanks for always being there whenever i need a listening ear. picking me up. really enjoy being with you.
erm to those tt i did not mention
means tt we haven been in contact lately
so u noe wad to do ya
MEET UP
thats the way things should be
services presentation todae
had sore throat
very bad sore throat.
had difficulty talkin wad mroe for me to present.
sucks,
tml too
sales management presentation
stayun bk for NE
my body jus wana collapse
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
been quite busy recently with all the report submissions and all.
finally its all comin to an end.
yes..
having presentation in a while.
feel that my speech is indeed quite short
shall try to stall some time.
hope i wont stumble on my words ltr while presenting.
argh
im famished.
L word. so far so good.
but each disc is lk more than 3 hrs?
i dont wanna talk abt it anymore.
jus wanna let everythin come to an end.
after all its been dragging for far and way to long.
hope that you will be happy.
with us together that is really not possible as all we do is pissing one another off.
with the insecurites, lack of trust and the raging temper.
should not waste each other's time no more.
i wish you well
and so it is.
life goes on for me.
most of the time.
a new chap begins.
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
no its not a threat
after what you said yest
and after what i have said as well
what shocked me was what u mentioned.
dun think i dont care cos tml is the 8th
wanted to go down tml
e opening is on e 8th
since u have said it all.
im cool.
a ring is nt somethin for u to throw ard.
pink-there you go
thats the way things should be
no tannia has not resigned from her da zi lian post
its jus tt she was unable to pose yest.
she was zzzzzzz away in zee10
yes yes.
we killed her with the hoe garden
and my idea of a blow job
a jus alil waterfall cos nurse helped her heaps
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
thats the way things should be
and mr bala is to be blamed for it
yes.
and i totally forget the part of work tt i was supposed to do
i am really sorry.
am still feelin grouchy
and i need a hair cut
i need to trim off the weeds
thats the way things should be
really tired
shar no worries will get those things done k
jia you!
drowned a big bottle of tiger before gettin bk to my work
was really tired when i came home
beer has become my coffee
yeah.
tell me abt it.
jus a few more weeks to go
my mum complained abt ms tan
callin her a lazy fella
WHY YR RESULTS NOT OUT YET
actually
perhaps its for e better
dunthink i can score well for tt.
now tt i have finished doin wad i am assigned to
its time to slp
my complexion!
yes im a bitchy butch
got a prob with it?
so i see u guys tml
i miss you
thats the way things should be
about ME
ray
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