Yesterday you asked me something
I thought you knew
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE
Sunday, July 31, 2005
9:25 PM
i am stuck at hm and i have nothin to do finished my portfolio using WORDPAD yes. no microsoft. and yes my sister's ass wont get up means i cant use the com darn
and no i cant edit the brand management. argh
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Saturday, July 30, 2005
6:14 PM
arghhhh spend one whole dae doin e stupid journal seriously i dun even noe if it went out of point sulks
very nice weather todae raining cats and dogs earlier in the afternoon hmmm.. 3 articles to go snore snore snore shall do them tml.
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
11:34 PM
over and over again
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11:20 PM
was pulling a long face todae for the whole day haven been feeling right
but guess its better since the future lies ahead seems to be bleak
saved a hundred plus for some special date spend everythin away. does not mk me any better though
was really upset by the msgs tt i receieved early in the mornin. disgusting. fake. fuck. dun contact.
nothin positive. do wad u deem right since u can spell these words out not sparing a thought for me i have nothin else to say you might have said it while u were pissed but being pissed does not give u a valid reason to put me down dun you get me down its not e first time already.
saturday night....
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Monday, July 25, 2005
10:45 PM
feelin kinda crappy now very actually. alot of thoughts going through my head so much so that it feels as though its gonna explode soon am jus lk a walkin bomb. ready to explode anytime.
kinda sick and tired with sch with the projs. e meetings.e work.i dunno.
parents acted as though nothin happened. which is good but seriously i dont think i will wanna talk to my sister anytime soon as in really talk. not even to mention confide. tell me abt it
i cant mk it todae if u need to kick up a big fuss refuse to reply till e 2nd msg so be it. and pls. stop abusing me verbally stop using the 4 letter word on me i have had enough go and use those on yr friends. u r the first one tt talk to me lk tt. and i loathe it leopard will never change it spots
being together likin one another is jus not abt companionship that is somethin u will NEVER understand. and u never fail to put words in my mouth do wad u deem fit be strong headed as usual i am sick and tired of u puttin words in my mouth of u assuming of u abusing me. if u think u are not at fault at all and this is crap whatever since when do u apologise for yr wrong actions done never never will u either i will jus stop her
gus: i am utterly disappointed the talk turned out to be useless as expected. all i can say is if u dun wanna pick yrself up there is nothin else i can do to help. both cel and i have tried to no avail tt is. dun need to contact me tellin me u are sorry and all if u are, u wont b back there.
monica: glad to hear tt u are back. meet up somewhere next week? hugs
Van: thanks for yest. feeling crappy still
thun: thx for yest. it was a GREAT DAY
might wanna leave spore for a short break alone to clear my thoughts.
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
4:25 PM
right so today i was sleepin lk a pig that i forgot all abt my tattoo sister came into my room saw part of the tattoo said "wow tts nice when did u get tt is it real?" i was like erm. no. henna. cant blame me right i was half aslp for christ sake... shall drink some alcohol boost myself than i will msg my sis n tell her e tattoo is real. yawns i dont think she will shut her trap so maybe mum will find out in no time which means im gonna die in no time. right
to think tt i thought it was a dream until ivy told me i called her and told her abt it before gg back to slp -_-"""
if i can keep my cool when there are so many flies ard u i dun see why u cant keep yr cool. quit callin my full name. its disrespectful and i loathe it. and no i feel i have done nothin wrong
least to hide anythin from you.
well. maybe one suggestion for brand could be to give grammer lessons in TP i really think it will help. not that am superb or wad. yeah.
was struck when i listened to the song that tannia send to me.
hui fei yan mei
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
1:14 PM
If every drop of water disappeared from the land And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand That would all be nothing Compared to what I'd feel If you didn't love me
What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound And all that I could see was darkness all around That would all be nothing Compared to what I'd feel If you didn't love me
If I could have the world and all that money could buy And I could travel far beyond the moon and the day If they gave me golden wings, well I still couldn't fly without you, nothing would matter
You and I walk beside each other day after day But there's so much inside me, I never get to say My life would be so empty with nothing left to feel If you didn't love me If you didn't love me
rewind
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12:39 AM
think im fallin sick soon was drenched in the rain earlier this afternoon feel lk puking right now.
mind is in a mess. been thinkin about our conversation earlier on read tannia's blog. thought of some unhappy stuffs.
exs as soul friends? is that really possible if that person is someone special to you
i agree with her, its plain selfish
all you need is for me to assure that will still always be here?
bei tai wen rou i refuse to be the kuku bird that my friends call me.
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
10:04 PM
frustrations
seriously theres a date line to things given i hope you bear that in mind cos it will turn ugly i need to remind u abt it over and over again.
on a brighter note. wait.. u mean theres a brighter note? fuck this.
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
10:43 PM
a more thing before i head to bed. thanks alot bro. our grp did not win the competition but seriously we did fairly well thanks for being there time and again i really didnt know that you were workin and had to rush down during yr one hr break should i have known i really wont ask u down thanks for wanting to buy all the chips.
by the way, the lil girl tt u passed money to wanting her to but chips from me? she looked kinda scared of you man
really thanks alot. we shall meet up real soon when yr leg recovers yeah it better recover soon cos i need a tann badly.
give me a call anytime when u need help or wadever once again thanks. :)
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3:08 PM
ok lets start of with yesterdae. breakfast and lunch at kelvin's place. ordered a whole lot of food which we cant manage to finish left lots n lots for nur and aveline
proj after that... fell aslp while waiting for lena to come back with the stuffs we need. oh before i forget. ashley: really thanks alot for all the help. the packaging and the boards were awesome. thanks for helping.. will add yr name in for our projs? :P
todae: jus got hm not long ago wont be amazed if both lena and kelvin are still waitin for a cab at yishun god waited for god noes how long before a cab came and yes kelvin u r not sexy, it came after one min
selling was ok. lena calls me the poatato chips queen while she is the mineral water queen was drenched with perspire. being an auntie-fied person, most aunties bought the chips from me its much harder selling to younger people man i swear.
zzz time. shit my dog jus farted. and shes jus right beside me nice
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Monday, July 11, 2005
9:38 PM
yes red butt monkey wanted to burn me as u guys can see
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9:37 PM
so where to jus chill next time. i promise
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9:36 PM
3 of us. sorry tannia brought u to the wrong place.
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9:35 PM
for the first time april joined!!
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9:34 PM
no need for introduction! xiao zi lian and da da zi lian on e house :)
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9:33 PM
yeah its more monkey business whenever the both of us are put together. free sparring too
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
4:42 PM
I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown i`ve got a mind of my own I'm flesh and blood to the bone I'm not made of stone Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone I've got a right to be wrong I've been held down too long I've got to break free So I can finally breathe i`ve got a right to be wrong Got to sing my own song I might be singing out of key But it sure feels good to me Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinion But it's really my decision I can't turn back I'm on a mission If you care don't you dare blur my vision Let me be all that I can be Don't smother me with negativity Whatever's out there waiting for me I'm going to faced it willingly I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown I've got a mind of my own Flesh and blood to the bone See, I'm not made of stone
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
3:18 PM
so the mid sems are finally over. in a blink of an eye. good and bad...wonder how my grades will be this time around dun think will be able to score well for at least 2 out of 3 papers..
gym with sharon and bf and his friends yest. sharon is one hell of a macho mary i tell you the amount of weights she can lift no sweat
me? haha pathetic... i was struggling with the sets and while running? instead of running like a hamster (you guys noe who) i felt that i was running like an elephant clumsy and stupid. sigh need i go on any further to describe? i guess not.
i really need to resume my thai boxing trainin before i get all rusty.
so last night... hmmm first stop china black saw a couple of familiar faces there. butchs, sec school friends. felt quite uncomfortable at first... but thank god was with shar, april and belle ( is tt how u spell her name?) they jus pulled me to the dance floor. felt awkward at first. but wells. jus go with the flow.. attica after tt.. not too bad. the music. but its kinda crowded and i guess someone puked on the floor without knowing, lena and i were happily playing and steppin on the mess. yeah, yuck i noe.
with da zi lian around u noe wad happens :) endless photo taking!!! haha. ok shes gonna kill me when she sees this.
saw terry yest, my ex om in embargo was quite surprised when he approached me talked abt wake boardin and all. asked me why i haven been wake boardin told him dun have the time and of cos timing always clash with my friends took his contact think will jus go wake boardin alone can train faster this way as well...
i dont like to sleep alone, stay with me. dont go
i still miss her, keep telling myself if things are not gona work what is the point of missing? i dunno that did not deter me away somehow.
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
2:23 PM
been some time since i last blogged so here goes. 2 papers done one more to go. services paper really suck todae dun even noe what the fucked i wrote. think am gonna flung this in comparison, sales seems pretty all right. brand....brand....brand... trembles. arghhh i dread the paper tml does not help that am having cramps right now perfect timing i wld say. when i plan to go out tml?!?!?!?! argh! how i wish im lk joy joy. removed.
hope the 4 panadols will tk effect soon
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