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Friday, April 29, 2005 7:24 PM

fuckin fuck fuck
that is how i am feeling right now.

heading out for couple of shots.

my tat is peeling.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Thursday, April 28, 2005 1:59 AM

jus came back form thailand
the trip was a blast.
saw some familiar faces in bangkok.
love the trip..all thanks to you.
its possible.
hugs

rights
thanks to all those that remembered my bdae.
tannia, sharon Y, kelvin cha cha,thunder,eileen,guss,yingdan,kaiwei,ivy,my senior aud and gf :>,van,ak,stacey,xing,elvin,su lin.

kiss e rain: dunno whether u will be seeing this. just hope that u can pick yrself up. be strong.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Thursday, April 21, 2005 12:47 PM

this is gettin bad.
i cant get to sleep at night and i will wake up by 9 in the mornin.
anxiety.
just keep dreaming that i have this major exams to go through
knowing that i will flung, i kept studyin in my dreams.
argh

cramps.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Saturday, April 16, 2005 3:00 PM

i am sick sick sick sick sick
argh
feeling horrid.
how can one's nose be blocked and watery at the same time???

ok i dont know how to get a tag board done
so instead i used the comment box instead.
but think somethin is still wrong with it.
hmmm help!

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


3:00 PM

i am sick sick sick sick sick
argh
feeling horrid.
how can one's nose be blocked and watery at the same time???

ok i dont know how to get a tag board done
so instead i used the comment box instead.
but think somethin is still wrong with it.
hmmm help!

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Monday, April 11, 2005 4:06 PM

ok am back since 2 days ago
really blessed to be away to come back safely
back from civilisation

went to barai.
where the village is at.
the village is not as bad as what i thought
for 5 daes 4 nights
we were sleeping eating playing in the balcony.
bathed with lizards, grasshoppers, bettles
slept with geckos.
blackouts.
no tv.
to kill time, we bought water melons cut it into halfs
used a spoon to eat, spit the seeds all over the zinc roof.
right

majoity of the people had head lice but its kinda common for them
wells.
i can tk 3 daes 3 mights to go on.
but i think u guys get the picture.
yes
we are a lucky bunch of people.

thank god.

i thought that things would be better when am back
looks like im wrong
it takes 2 hands to clap
i admit that i am at fault too
but now i am trying to salvage everythin.

n there u go telling me u feel uncomfortable
me coming back n screw yr life.
very well.
i tried to talk, to understand.
askin me whats gg on n all.
only to see a pissed off look
u choose the outcome,
fill me in.

results ar eout
did relatively all right
2 A 3 B plus 2 Cplus
wells.
even if its not good
wad can i do.

shall send out resumes n get the sife project donw before the cart at tamp mall starts.

feel lk gg overseas.
anyone available?

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Sunday, April 03, 2005 11:07 PM

cambodia now
friend fell ill
weather is 40 deg
street kids
living back in the 60''s
no road divisions
bad preparation of food
super super bumpy roads.

i miss you.
no mre time
got to run

village tml
pray for me

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****


Saturday, April 02, 2005 1:18 AM

got to be up by 4 later..
gg to the airport in a while. time now? 1.32am
cant get to slp for the first time
somethin happened jus now.
feeling kinda sucky
whatever i said is true
dun want u to come over cos i need to b up soon
that doesnt mean i wont miss you.
if this is how u wanna deal with it
i got nothin to say.

You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But off of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's gotta be Kim Shi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-it If you only knew how much I hated you For every motherfuckin' thing you ever put us through Then I wouldn't be standing here crying over you Boo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-who [Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little letter But I thought a song would probably be a little better Instead of a letter That you'd probably just shred up--yeah I stumbled on your picture yesterday and it made me stop and think of How much of a waste it'd be for me to put some ink ta, a stupid piece a Paper, I'd rather let you see how Much I fuckin' hate you in a freestyle You're a fuckin' cokehead slut, I hope you fuckin' die I hope you get to hell and Satan sticks a needle in your eye I hate your fuckin' guts, you fuckin' slut--I hope you die Di-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-ie But please don't get me wrong, I'm not bitter or mad It's not that I still love you, it's not 'cause I want you back It's just that when I think of you, it makes me wanna yak -aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-aa-ag What else can I do, I haven't got a clue Now I guess I'll just move on, I have no choice but to But every time I think of you now, all I wanna do Is pu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uu-uke

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thats the way things should be

*****

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