Yesterday you asked me something
I thought you knew
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE
Monday, February 28, 2005
3:20 PM
presentations jus over. crm did pretty well done my speech todae last min, last really damn grouchy did not sleep much last night went out with some guy friends for a couple of drinks all of us were jus plain down smoked like chimneys stoned.
didnt go for my DSA cart thingy todae. jus tired.
sometimes i really dunno what am i suppose to do when i reached down at 8 plus after rushing through my own stuffs he rface was jus black i understand that i wen tdown pretty late but the thing is tt i was really tied down with work tried to coax her time n time again over n over again but nothin seems to help. i mean pls understand that i really have tons of projs and stuffs to do its not as though im outside having fun flirting ard
for the past few daes the handphone was out of batt n since yr charger is with me i assumed that u did not charge yr phone again thus i did not msged. i tried to msg daes ago but there was no reply so how am i supose to noe tt its charge now
its like u can jus drop me a msg y didnt u when u can send or rather reply to tons of msgs that others have sent.
what is it with u wont tk the initiative in msging this is what u call setting me as the priority
somehow things jus go no n on like that jus like a cycle whenever there are quarrells even though u are at fault y must it always be me coaxing u
argh sod it
anyways congratulations to ivy. uve done well.
Did I hear you right ' cause I thought you said Let's think it over You have been my life And I never planned Growing old without you Shadows bleeding through the light Where the love once shined so bright Came without a reason Don't let go on us tonight Love's not always black and white Haven't I always loved you? But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough And when I'm with you I'm close to tears 'cause your only almost here I would change the world If I had a chance Oh won't you let me Treat me like a child Throw your arms around me Oh please protect me Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered how it hurts Haven't I always loved you But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough And when I'm with you I'm close to tears 'cause your only almost here Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered now it hurts Haven't I always loved you But when I need you You're almost here Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you And when I hold you your almost here Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted And now I'm with you I'm close to tears 'cause I know I'm almost here Only almost here
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
1:31 AM
notice that people who are in my msn list that stays up till wee hours are mostly marketing students. sigh.
nvm at least we have no exams. presentation tml hope i wont have a short tongue or something. pls wish me luck. think i will look weird tml. more sigh.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Thursday, February 17, 2005
7:54 PM
came to sch early in the morning todae to set up our chart for business business was all right. but our chart brought a lot of attention :> tp's newspaper editors came n took a shot of our chart too
minus of that everythin was hell was running ard the whole dae dealin with the chart n open hse.
was thinkin abt what happened yest at the back of my mind trying nt to show tt i am affected though theres alot of things i wanna say but i jus cant find the words to.
am still in school with roach aka cindy doing our final report. meeting tml at 830 in e mornin to do it tml jus hope that everythin will end soon.
zhang dong liang-wo yi wei.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Monday, February 14, 2005
12:59 AM
happy valentines day to all the lovey dovey couples out there.
for me? wells.
i tried to say i love you but the words got in the way There’s so much I want to say But it’s locked deep inside and if you look in my eyes We might fall in love again I won’t even start to cry and before we say goodbye I tried to say I love you But the words got in the way Your heart has always been an open door But baby I don’t even know you any more And despite the fact it’s hurting me I know the time has come to set you free But the words get in the way
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Monday, February 07, 2005
9:45 PM
everythin seems to come to a stand still
everythin jus seem to go wrong todae.
have been very tolerant asking what went wrong time and again
nothin. was what i got.
in the end i saw her board the bus
n so i headed home
msged her while headin home
she came runnin to me as she alighted the bus.
not to apologize.
but to return me my phone
and to tell me that she wants to place everythin behind us.
all i get is everythin changing.
but it was still all right jus yest...
jus like that.
been thinkin alot.
at times i really feel like i am an obj.
or nothin tt impt.
i wonder if she even care abt my feelings.
as it is not the first time she initaited it.
if thats the case.
and if that is what she wants.
the need to walk away
run away from me..
i'll let her go...
i wish you luck.
all the best.
hugs.
will not be blogging for some time.
need some space.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Sunday, February 06, 2005
5:55 PM
different paths lead to different outcomes.
mine may not be the best.
neither do i noe if it will lead me to the richness.
but there is somethin i do noe.
that the path that i am taking will lead me to the peace within
even if someone knocks at my door in the middle of the night
there is nothin that i am afraid of.
do not come and tell me that u are surprise when u receive my msg telling u tt i do not want to meet.
you should have seen all this coming.
if u treasured me in the first place,
u would have told me earlier
or even better.
treasure urself. not putting yrself into such a situation.
if there is one person tt is utterly disappointed in you.
that will not be me.
nor yr friends.
but yr own blood.
yr family members.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Friday, February 04, 2005
11:07 AM
in school right now
since 10
haven done much
tier 2 done. imc tools done
crm ij done long ago
next. rm ij
before that.
think i will jus relax today.
do it on sunday
tml. more A&P
rights
dinner at marina south later
shall feast.
setting up a store later
helping out the down syndrome association.
president will be comin.
-_-"
i went mad 2 nights ago.
almost punched the hell out of myself.
results? a big big bruised right knuckle.
theres jus alot of frustration in me.
exam results
sch work, projs
myself.
its jus me against myself.
results are not so good.
all in all..
RM mid sem D
RM presentation B
Quiz: Unknown
CRM mid sem B+
quiz B
Int marketing mid sem not known
quiz A
Anp
this is the scary one
i seriously think i will fail my mid sem
quiz A.
argh
top 25%?
uni?
sod it.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
11:07 AM
in school right now
since 10
haven done much
tier 2 done. imc tools done
crm ij done long ago
next. rm ij
before that.
think i will jus relax today.
do it on sunday
tml. more A&P
rights
dinner at marina south later
shall feast.
setting up a store later
helping out the down syndrome association.
president will be comin.
-_-"
i went mad 2 nights ago.
almost punched the hell out of myself.
results? a big big bruised right knuckle.
theres jus alot of frustration in me.
exam results
sch work, projs
myself.
its jus me against myself.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
9:59 AM
Cool tears flow upon my pillow.
And I'm freezing blue with misery.
You know that I never meant to hurt you
But something always gets right in the way.
So I'll fill this bedrom full of mystery.
Hang our last conclusions on the wall.
And if this empty building starts to get to me
Please remember that it just might be your fault.
Better to have lost in love
Than never to have loved at all...
So the fated lovers turn to enemies
-And all their hidden feelings start to show.
And I never though that boy
Could mean so much to me.
And now it seems I'll have to let you go...
Eurythmics
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
9:33 AM
om here i am agaiin
in sch at 9am
thank you very much cheryl huang.
late again.
on a brighter note.
i saw an an todae!
haha was in the same lift with him.
was in his shades and stuffs
lovely.
said hi.
right,
project date dues are around the corner
which means tha everyone is feeling the stress and rushing through it.
s-t-r-e-s-s-e-d.
i got to complain man.
RM gonna requiz due to te stupid short circuit
means that i have to read through all over again
shucks.
jus checked my class quiz results.
finally my efforts are not wasted.
got an A for E marketing quiz.
but guess my mid sem results will really be bad.
really dont have any confidence in both RM and AnP papers.
sigh.
i dont wanna know the results man.
confusion arises
How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good
How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye (find the words to say good bye)
When your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye (find the words to say good bye)
I know now I was naive
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we didBecause others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good
Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
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