skinny TWIG tales (:

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:12 PM

got home earlier than usual
was totally blank together.
walked around when the tutor was talkin to our group
small group discussion todae.
totally disorentated.
took bus 8 home todae instead of the normal route.
teared.
walked to her neighbourhood
her blk.
left after 15 mins of stoning.

thurs tml which happen to be the 30th
supposingly 5th mth.
fri soon. shall jus chill out somewhere
drink.
talked to guss jus now after seein her msg.
am fine at least will be.
shall sit by the bar or sofa on fri.
drink to my hearts content while listenin to shirlyn sing
n head home.
shall not tag along with my friends to some party or wadever.
dont feel good.

ray just stop it.
i seriously wonder why do i have so much tears

shall type some shit for e marketin n head to drink.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

10:46 AM

haven been blogging for a long long time.
they say no news is good news.
thats true.
so since am blogging right now.
nothings good.

phantom of the opera yest.
good show I must say.
watched it alone though
was more of tearing than watching.
thanks you know who for calling me checkin if am all right
i will be.

headed back home after that.
didn't manage to sleep.
woke up soon after i fall asleep.

am in school early today. since i have nothin to do.
suntec for proj, back to sch for cds. thats wad am gonna do otoday.

tell me people, how would you feel if u are always the one giving in.
always the one breaking the ice after a quarrell.
fill me in.

im standin on a bridge
im waiting in the dark
i thought that you will be here by now
theresn othing but the rain
no footsteps on the ground
im listening but theres on sound
isnt anyone trying to find me
wont somebody come take me home
its a damn cold night
trying to figure out this life
wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new

*This story's never had an end
ive been waiting
ive been searching
ive been hoping
ive been dreaming you would come back
but i know the ending of this story
youre never coming back
never

shall jus dry my eyes
and hang my head up high.
i tried talkin sense
i tried giving me.
i tried pushing the ticket to her.
no she wont take it.
she chose to walk away.
an extra ticket. an extra seat beside me.
a ticket that is tore up by me in despair.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

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10:46 AM

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Monday, December 20, 2004 12:46 AM

my wish list for christmas

1: I pod mini

2: my tag heuer glasses

3: Cds.the retro cd. jay sean

4: my dkny watch

5: my vera wang perfume

6: punching bag

7: a stussy bag

8: nice board shorts/ berms

9: more booze to place in my room

10: all of the above.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Wednesday, December 15, 2004 5:54 PM

i miss you.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Thursday, December 09, 2004 2:09 AM

perhaps it all seems nothin to you when you told me abt overcomin all odds.
perhaps you said it just to make me feel better.
just feel like im the big joke of the day

just tell me what do you want
or even whats on yr mind,
things cant work if you dont tell me.
i cant possibly figure out everything by myself when u keep mute

spare a thought for me
how in the world should i feel when u jus shut yrself up like that whenever u are frustrated
how does it feel when i keep tryin to get you,
messages after messages
calls after calls.
only to know that you jus cant be bothered.

and all i can do is to just stare at the screen of my phone
hopin that a msg will come through soon.
been in my shoes?
i doubt so.

im not like a toy that u can chuck aside when u are pissed or somethin
im only human
i have feelings just like you do.
pride too

seriously
come to think of it.
what will your reaction be when u see this?
pissed?
cant be bothered?
as usual ask me to get lost? break up?
i dont know
but
BUT
think about it.
what i said do make sense.
it takes two hands to clap
two blardy hand.
not jus me. alone slappin my blardy hand in the air like a dim wit

just think about the happy times we shared.
and how are we right now.

despite all this.
i still believe that theres a you and me.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****

Saturday, December 04, 2004 12:10 PM

describe the following scene with just a word.
pissed.

when i was steppin out of my place with my washing machine alike stomach
told me she would be relatively late fine enough.

didnt reply to it cos what am i suppose to say, ok? thats it.
i mean i will surely be in town as i have something impt to accomplish so doesnt that mean that i will be in town whether its rain or shine.

right.

to sum up we didnt meet.
full stop.

oh anyways i saw olinda yest!
right thats about all.

was in a foul mood yest.
real foul mood that is.
was easily irritated by the most trival matter.

hope today will be a better day.
decided to give thai boxing a miss.
just wanna rot at home read a book or somethin
shrugs
this is my last sat before school starts.

simplicity ;
thats the way things should be

*****