Yesterday you asked me something
I thought you knew
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE
Monday, May 31, 2004
4:42 PM
flash back
last sat. lets see...
had thai boxin mk up
was a one to one session
was great but was damn drained out
the kicks n the punchs
improved alot from it though
went to cycle with amanda n friends after tt yeah.
wanted to head down to wala but didnt. was totally drained.
this comin week perhaps.
sun.
met up with aud. went down town for dinner n played pool
improved alot i got to sae.
hee hee
not a self compliment k.
won most of the games.
went to a gig after tt n headed to bk
aud saw this ger tt resembled someone
lol
so we went down jus now again to look at her
i can predict tt there will b more bk outings.haha.
suppposed to meet taz jo n cj at 530
camp fire at sentosa.
count me out
sorry bout it
real tired. didnt manage to slp well last night
was tossin n turnin in my bed till wee hrs.
dun wanna stay out at night too, wannna rest so i can perform well durin trainin tml
catch up with u guys sometime soon if time permits.
flashforward.
lets see....
tue: swim in the mornin
thai box in the evenin
wed: wanna rewatch 'the hours'
bought the dvd plan to rewatch to understand the movie better.
thurs: jane, stace n i. harry potter! drools.
fri: clueless. sigh shall see how things go.
sat: maybe wala-in away
sun: canoe.
till then.
ciao.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Thursday, May 27, 2004
10:31 PM
hmmmm canadian club, vodka, xo, barcardi, sex on the beach on my table
with loads of diff glasses.
short glasses, shot glasses.
what to drink wad to drink.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
3:58 PM
jus came back fr thailand not long ago
the trip was good minus of the fact that am still sick, kinda under the weather.
yeah
was a pure shoppin trip i guess.
levis, t shirts,nike, converse.
nice fancy dinners, boxin gloves, perfumes.
had my hair cut there, jus oppp hard rock. think its ok..
was dreadin to come back in fact
the hospitality that u cant get in spore.
its back to reality again.
wells wells.
alot of things seem to happen in jus 4 daes time.
feel tt way some how.
guss has been tryin to contact me durin tt period of time when am away.
called my hse. shall give her a call ltr i guess.
meetin boon on sat. maybe amanda on fri.shall jus see how things go.
on my way there brought a book with me instead of a regular soft toy.
wanted to kill time while am in flight. was readin 'i kissed dating goodbye' and this particular chap struck me the most. basically stopped readin the book n was reflectin my past r/s with the points given...
the seven habits of highly defective dating:
1: Datin tends to skip the friendship stage of a r/s
2: Datin often mistakes a physical r/s for love
3: datin often isolates a couple from other vital r.s
4: datin can distract young adults from their pri responsibility of preparin for e future.
hmmm...
shall stay at hm todae n watch tv.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Friday, May 21, 2004
3:02 PM
When can my heart beat again
When does the pain ever end
When do the tears stop from running over
When does you'll get over it begin
I hear what you're sayin'
But I swear that it's not making sense
So when can I see you
When can I see you again
When can my heart beat again
When can I see you again
And when can I breathe once again
And when can I see you again
When does my someday begin
When I'll find someone again
And what if I still am not truly over
What am I supposed to do then
Please hear what I'm sayin'
Even if, if it's not making sense
So when can I see you
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
2:16 PM
just got up.
fever came back again yest.
argh.
face is as pale as a sheet of paper now.
gosh.there goes all my protein powder tt i have been takin.
nvm.
troy was good. saddening but totally rock
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i told my mum to buy 4d for me!
she didnt
last sundae it came out as the 3rd prize
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
almost went crazy.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok forget it sigh.
whats mine will b mine.
wads not.cant be helped.
sigh self consoling.
meetin yiting n friends ltr down town
another bitchin and kana bullied session
haha.
ciao.
will b flyin to thailand on sat.
mums gonna cry.
no. not for me. but for her wallet.
told her its a good invest though
haha.
asked me to dye n cut my hair there, got my doubts abt it man
all i need is a miscommunication n there goes.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
2:50 PM
hong kong in june anyone?
will be gg there i suppose not confirmed yet after my trip to thailand.
if not wrong mum said ill b gg alone stayin at someone's hse.
interested anyone?????????
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
4:31 PM
jus came back home not long ago
went to return my uniform since ive decided not to work.
talkin to boon online nw
told me tt todae is village's one yr ann.
time flies yeah
the first n the last time when i was there was ard almost a yr back
back then everythin was still fine
eileen n i. cel n her.
gallery hotel n stuffs.
hmmm.
wanted very much to msg her the other night when i was terribly ill.
told myself not to.
n i managed not to. :>
dun see the point.
yeah.
wad aud sae is darn true
time n tide waits for no men.
i mean come to think of it. abt half of the yr is gone.
and i survived half of the yr w/o her here.
as much as i thought its gonna be tough, am not gonna mk it thru, gonna flung my subjects.
im glad it didnt happen at all
survived it together with my family, my friends, my flings? haha ok maybe not the last one.
guess its e bug in me tts makin me all so mushy now.
but wells.
jus wanna thank all, those who haf been here,sharing my ups n downs.
sammi cheng-wo xiang wo ke yi
wo xiang wo ke yi
ke yi wang ji ni
wo xiang wo ying gai
fang qi zhe fen ai
cai nen zhi you de fei
wells, guess after a whole breakup n recovery n stuffs.
one will always look back at it.
though feelin the pain. he/she will also laugh at her own foolishness.
that is wad i hope will happen to me soon
to be able to tk it slightly more lightly, to b able to laugh it off
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
1:21 PM
right.
looks like the flu bug is here to stay.
throat is not much better. nose is not running, basically its stuck
muay thai at 7 ltr.
think i will still go.
dun wanna miss out since i will b missing out one session next week
will jus do things slowly at a pace tt im comfortable with.
after todae. rest at hm till the 22nd unless i recover totally.
dun wanna go to thai like a dead man.
basically theres nothin much to blog abt.
yawns.
shall head back to my bed n rest.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Monday, May 17, 2004
12:30 PM
yest was indeed a terrible day for me.
was workin till 7am.
went home n slp when i woke up at ard 12 realised tt i had high fever
was feelin darn unwell.
sore throat, block nose joined in the fun in wreckin up my system.
went to the doc n almost passed out.
hmm lazy to elaborate.
wells.am slightly better todae
hope can recover by tml.
wanna go for my trainin.
sigh sigh.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Saturday, May 15, 2004
1:46 PM
went down to cityhall yest.
last min decision, met up with aud.
sat somewhere outside raffles place talkin and went home together.
was feelin moody so asked a frien over to my place ard 1 plus
talked n stuffs till 4 n i doze off.haha.
workin tonight till next mornin.
sigh sigh.
shall go back to slp.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Friday, May 14, 2004
4:58 PM
just got up not long ago
was workin whole of last night
went down to tm yest to look for stace n jane
wanted to catch a movie but did not in the end
was walkin ard n decided to head home before i start work.
off todae workin tml
but half a dae is gone.
in my room havin my breakfast at '5pm' cool stuff.
jus msged boon hope she is free for a drink
if not shall jus stay at hm relax listen to jazz n haf a glass or 2 of brandy.
julie london-fly me to the moon
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Thursday, May 13, 2004
12:17 PM
god wad has happen to the template of the blog man.
kinda sucky.
well wont be online as frequent
first my damn computer is gonna retire soon
no sound n the color is a 16bit thingy
tried to change but cant
scanned for viruses but none.
argh
ok..
flash back.
wed. which was yest. duh.
went out with yf after so long.
watched jiang hu. was kinda blur towards the end
didnt really understand the conversation.
but after some explanation got the meaning of the show.
oh wells.
bumped into joanne in the bus. was shocked to see me.
hee hee hee complimented tt i look better now.
as in a little fatter. jus a little though
sigh must work more on it.
at night was already at hm n msged boon. was tellin her tt i was feelin kinda moody n its been some time since i last felt tt way. told her i hated the feeling.
than she shared her sentiments n we started sendin mms to each other. first it was her cashier site where her legs were up relaxing. 0_0
so i sent her a pic of my bruise plantation. haha n more to come. wells. thanks for cheering me up.
wake up todae and am feelin so much better. refreshed.
:D
tues: work work work
thai boxing. i love it to bits. start to learn how to kick and stuffs.
was kinda blur at first but towards the end the person said i was doin well. so proceeded to the punching bags. some guy kicked till he fell
my shin is bruised. -_-" but still i enjoyed it totally. haha.
mon: met up with wj, jane n stace after work
went out for a movie. van helsing or somethin lk tt. didnt really get the spellin i suppose. good show. love it to bits.
wanted to meet up with yiting n don but wells was lazy to walk all the way since my butt cant fight the evil forces of the cozy sits in alley bar. haha.
workin till mornin ltr.
perhaps shall catch up with jane n stace first.
jane ah. stop the gooseberry thingy man.
faints
off tml..shall stay at home tml n rest.
n perhaps town at night. see how it goes.
might be flyin to thailand next week
not sure whether its confirm.
wanna tk a break from everythin.
jus go there to relax and unwind.
need to offer my prayers too
supposed to do it before i got baptist.
wells.
shoppin too! ha!
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Sunday, May 09, 2004
6:05 PM
jus came back fr changi not long ago
wow i sure look lk a malay now
super duper tann
enjoyed the lesson todae.
power boat practical.
man over board and berthin techniques.
all ready for the test.
shall go n book the date.
first dae of work tml
jus got a feelin i wont b workin for long.
oh wells.
jus see how things go.
am really lookin forward to tues.
smiles
shall go get some stuffs ltr.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Saturday, May 08, 2004
1:39 PM
just got up not long ago.
dozed off last night with my hp in my hand
think i was replying aud's msg.
went out with her yest...
walked ard in town
window shop and stuffs.
glad to have met up with her.
smilin when i got up.
received a msg her her.
hee hee. no am not talkin abt aud.
yeah
ok back to aud
we were talkin and found it amazed that its our ex's that brought as together back into contact.haha. wells.
stuffs she said really made alot of sense.
yeah realised that we got the similiar taste in some clothes.
haha was complainin to her abt a pair of berms tt i liked but no body appreciate.
describe to her how it looks like n she got all excited cos she like tt alot and wanted to get it. haha.
wells jus wanan sae tt glad tt we met up.
yeah.more to come.
shoppin ltr.
wanted to get some stuffs yest but they are only left with size 36
so went hm early
mum was damn shock n tot i was real frustrated
volunteered to look ard for it n bring me out to buy better stuffs
haha
shall do it next week. shall see which dae am not workin.
grinz.
but for todae
shall do some light shoppin
meetin ivy in town for awhile
than gardens to meet someone else.
yup.
speed boat prac tml
woohoo.
mon work snores
tue thai boxxin yeahhhhhhhh
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Friday, May 07, 2004
10:29 PM
wrist is gettin worse
feel as though its droppin damn bad fall.
swelling. argh
i still wanna learn how to blade though
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Thursday, May 06, 2004
1:43 AM
right jus as i was abt to log of
i heard the song heaven
reminds me of my ex n stuffs.
the feelin really suck man
wasnt feelin happy since mornin n this is the song that i got to hear
was in gardens and heard more songs tt were related.
argh wadever
dont wana think abt it man.
frien told me a hao ma bu chi hui tou cao
told them im a zebra. they almost fainted.
wells. wadever tts pass is the past.
M lookin forward to wadever tts ahead for me.
like? found a job. gonna work. might go for another job with taz too
shall see how things go. if time permits
if the pay is good will even quit to join it.
better go and hit the sack soon
wee hours n im still awake talkin online with E.
hmm..
bladin tml. grins.
fri job interview n meetin aud.
rightos, ciao all.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Monday, May 03, 2004
6:42 PM
argh
plans are spoilt.
sucks cramps is killing me...
went to sign up for thai boxin todae.
wanted to go for it 2 times a week but might b gettin a job
so sticked to once a week.
every tues.
good too. every tues will cycle than at night go for the lesson
fris wake boardin?
hur.
argh
cramps cramps.
shall either go for a job hunt tml or study my theory b4 gg for boxin
hope cramps end by tml.
sigh.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Sunday, May 02, 2004
8:49 PM
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
7:44 PM
jus came back home not long ago
speed boat theory fr 10-6pm
almost just died there.
tryin so damn hard not to doze off.
yest too 1-6
thank god theres no more theory
shall read through the whole book revise try e qns out n tk e test.
not meetin jo tml.
shall wake up early go for a jog or swim
than head to east coast to reg for thai boxin
$290 for 12 sessions -_-
shall mk e best out of it.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
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