Yesterday you asked me something
I thought you knew
So i told you with a smile
Its all about you
Then you whispered in my ear
And you told me too
Said you make my life worthwhile
Its all about you
And i would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close
And say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Its all about you, yeah!
ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE
Sunday, February 29, 2004
1:49 PM
yest went for a movie.
date: 280204
suppose to be our 10 mths...
dunno if she knew...
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
1:46 PM
took this fr her archives...
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
1:24 PM
went out with eileen yest.
last min decision.she msged me.than asked if she wanna g ofor a drink
end up watchin somethings gonna give.
nice.
was in her car.teared alittle wen she was talkin abt jo and listenin to all e sad songs.
nothin much i can do to help her too
am not the one that can do it.
wells.
tts all for now dun really noe wad to type.
tp test tml.
no confidence at all...
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Saturday, February 28, 2004
6:19 PM
rottin at hm for e whole ddae
woke up quite late
still feelin kinda tired.
stoned.
wanna go out for a drink but am kinda lazy to move.
sigh.
dun think i will call her till she calls.
if she is even bothered.
if not than forget it dun wanna mk it seem lk i'll go all over for her.
madness.
done with my idp proj.
cheers.
mbs? argh.wadever.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
6:19 PM
rottin at hm for e whole ddae
woke up quite late
still feelin kinda tired.
stoned.
wanna go out for a drink but am kinda lazy to move.
sigh.
dun think i will call her till she calls.
if she is even bothered.
if not than forget it dun wanna mk it seem lk i'll go all over for her.
madness.
done with my idp proj.
cheers.
mbs? argh.wadever.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Thursday, February 26, 2004
1:42 PM
think i noe who joanne is..
if im not wrong her chinese name is wanxin
not bad lookin.
likes to play majong, drives too.
dunno
anyway.
so wad if it is her? shes not bad lookin n shes e one eileens crazy for.
wad can i do?
look at yr 5 fingers.
nv of equal length rite? yeah life is nv fair.
NEVER
FUCK U FUCK U
ARGHHHHHHHHH
SERVE U RITE RAY
NO ONE ASKED U TO LOOK AT E PROFILES
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
1:06 PM
been thinkin of how haf she been ever since i lost all info on how haf she been doin.changed her blog n i got no idea what have been happenin in her life.
until i get over you...
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
12:45 PM
up am early todae
but dun think it proved to b helpful
was stonin.. well well
at least erm. i did one of my econs article.
one more to go.
yeh. ob is done.comm skills finishin soon
mbs? hmm..lalalala
suppose to go out todae
dun think i am
dun think she will tk mc.
just see how things go.
yeah
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
12:59 PM
its one in the afternoon and im still rotting doin nothin.
just dont feel lk moving..
canoein tml
dun even noe if i can mk it.
still havin my mens, damn.
its wed todae. half of my break week gone.
sigh
nothin is done
projects.projects and more projects.
access is one BIG problem
plus the team mates i have?
sigh.
feelin kinda pissed off with guss
think she is really damn hong.
ji hong tt is.
seriously dun come n tell me abt plannin to meet next time man
always last minute changes or wadever
one min this happen the other min tt happens
n my whole dae is just wasted.
if u even haf the itnention to meet others than just go ahead n tell me earlier so i can plan my own stuffs and not just wait.
better still
told u will b comin down town earlier so can meet u didnt reject e idea.
next thing i noe when i reach? im with pat
blah blah
just jolly fair well tell me u will b out with her in e first place but do not sae tt u are alone.duh.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
12:28 PM
if u guys watched ladies first or even noe what e programme is abt.
was on e bus yest.watching it.the next thing i noe? they introduced floorball.
saw wilna meiling jill of cos..
saw eileen too...at least a newspaper article of her signin for a lil boy..
her back view with a no 33..
back track...that was e period of time when we were perhaps, madly in love.
come to think of it...its already been 5 mths odd without her.
but somehow the wound still feel very fresh..
amy went to hospital todae.didnt exactly noe wad happen though
discharged.but dun think she could get out of her hse.
which is good..hope she will be fine in no time to come.
felt sad for her cos im seeing her in myself.
the same scene.the same feeling.
sucked.
suppose to meet ivy todae to study
but guess im not even in e right mood to study.
am just so confused by everythin.
yanfen? yes im happy with her ard but well...
hmm eileen? guess shes happier than i am at least.
studies? i dunno. i lost e zest. will get it back
wanna see myself in smu.ha. seems like a dream.
so far away.
perhaps its just my pms thats mkin me miss her.
i hope so.
drinkin ltr with boon...
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
Sunday, February 22, 2004
4:30 PM
10 things i hate about you the way you left me here just like that. almost abrupt
the way you used to snap at me.
the way you made me love you
the way you u rocked my world
the way you would hug me to sleep
the way you would tell me that everythin is all right
the way you said i love you
the way you told me how you missed me
the way you make me miss you
the way i feel after so long.
and if there is one last one..
the way you walked out of my life..
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
*****
4:11 PM
sorry for the changes
just feel that there are too many pairs constantly readin my blog
thus noto at ease to blog how i really feel
or perhaps..only by blogging i can really express myself
my emptiness my vulnerabililty w/o anyone knowing.
simplicity ; thats the way things should be
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